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hello anne,
how have u been?
well sometimes i feel violated ,at those times i have to do something to get off this feeling.at that time its quite frustrating until i find what i need like i am feeling now.Nothing i planned worked out today sometimes it happens donno what to do ..i hate such stuff..
i am just wasting time if i am in such a state .Right now i feel like drinking hot chocolate and getting drenched.. in fact i feel like having a hot water bath (god i really need emotion icons to express myself) how are they created ?? this is one more puzzle who cares...
you know what, my classmates are planning a trip to a place .It is one awesome place it smells and feels like heaven there its so beautiful it drags u to it. a lush green plateau ,a dangerous slope ,a green stretch ,the misty peak god it is awesome to the core .i want to camp there sleep there all my life relax and feel the nature, the strong winds ,the romantic feeling that never wades off .when the sun comes i want to feel the gentle warmth of it rays .sleep on the dew dropped fresh grass.It gives a sense of elixir god there are such beautiful things in this world each one formed with an ample amount of innocence . Such a thing has a class of it own so pure that nothing wishes to violate it .I guess thats the ultimate thing one can achieve. wish to achieve it some day...
love,
chinmayi.s.k