hello anne,
how have u been??
me doing ok... btw i learnt a lot in the time between when i last wrote and now.
life is not always fine but it is sometimes is probably. everything need not be as it has to be it is enough if it is as it is best for you.there a lot of people out there who don't get "their love " as they call it but what they don't realize is that theydont need it the way of general perception.
For me although it would be great if i had my guy to hold me in his arms and love me i realised that it would not be possible . But, on the contrary i have been receiving love by the small talks i have with him and the infinite support he always gives me which actually gives me a missing block in my life.I love him for that.
I also realized that there are a lot more people in this world who give me loads of love ,care and affection which add a lot to my world.
That does not mean i don't fantasize my man and me in his arms and all the mills and boons stuff.I probably will experience them one day too ;)
ciao
love,
chinmayi.s.k